STANDING THERE AND THINKING TO MYSELF OH MY GOSH THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING TO ME THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I'M USELESS WORTHLESS PIECE OF SCUM STUCK AT THE BOTTOM OF SOMEONE'S SHOE IN FEW DAYS THEY'RE GOING TO FIND THAT REALITY ABOUT ME AND THEY'RE NOT GOING TO WANT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE