BECAUSE I HAD A FULL TIME JOB AND NOW I HAD ANOTHER FULL TIME JOB WHICH WAS THIS PROJECT THAT I WAS GOING CRAZY ABOUT SO I HAD TO MAKE A DECISION AND IT WAS ACTUALLY AN EASY DECISION BECAUSE AT THIS TIME MY SYMPTOMS WERE THESE I WENT TO BED THINKING ABOUT THIS PROJECT I WOKE UP THINKING ABOUT THIS PROJECT AND IT